AshHave been trying to get your head stone done , I keep going back and forth, it is so hard I guess its permanent so I want it to be right and not mess it up. Kim from Fusion came up it was nice to see her,I am glad you got to have a coach like her .jamie Hewitt did a video of pictures of you and band stuff, he put it to music and said he misses your smile and your laugh.Kaitlyn showed it to me and of course I lost it, I miss you so much, I just want this not to be true..Brit came over with her mom she is so lost, she keeps writing in your my space, saying she wishes it had been her not you, her mom is so worried.I tried to talkl with her she has gotten really quiet ..I dont know this nightmare has changed so many lives.It doesnt seem fair..I will miss you in college and miss all the stuff you should have been doing..But I will always remember you and always love you with all my heart..Love you AshLove Mom