Ashwell went to Jo Jo's sweet 16 ,Robbie was there, big Rog has been a good friend, you really find out who your friends are going thru something like this. I dont care what anyone says I would have rather my arms and legs be cut off then to have had you die! it sucks there is no end in sight its a lifetime sentence and noone understands unless they have been there.I miss you so much I want you back , Im still trying to get your heasdstone done.I still get that terrible feeling like when I was in the hospital then I get that sick feeling realizing your gone and never coming home.I still cant believe this happened to you right down the damn street . Kaitly will be 16 soon, already having arguments about getting her permit Im not doing it she will be 18 and go get it herself Im not If you died and you did all the right things and where the most responsible kid I know then there is no way Im letting her drive sorry cant do it..the chief of police even told daddy he doesnt understand how that driver didnt see you, I know cause he probably wasnt paying attention and on top of it he was speeding.well wish there was someway I could turn time and bring you back home I would do anything Anything!I miss you so much....