Dear Ashwenty school shopping tonight knew it wasnt going to be a good night, I went to your grave abd just sat there and cried, I miss you so much,it hurts so much.I want you back why did you have to leave? I still havent gotten your head stone ordered I feel like such a jerk I cant get that done for you, you wouldnt have been this long,I cant think I dont want to live I dont want to be ib this horrible worldwell I missed you so much shopping tonight wish you where here love you so much