ashleysmom

Ok Holiday over, thank goodness... my brother flew in from Florida ,that was nice we had a nice visit, kept the emotions in till after Easter dinner, then had a little melt down, I just miss Ashley...

Hi to allThanks so much for all the hugs and flowers and your thoughts!! my computer has been down so I dont get a chance to come here often....I think of all of my friends here often and hope all...

March 7 my husbands birthday, a hard day for him cause Ashley would always do something special and always make her famous choc cake for her dad...yesterday I was having a tough day , Theresa's...

Feeling so blah lately , I guess I am just missing Ashley so damn much I have been thinking of her every sec and just feel so depressed..it is so hard...I dont know what to believe , so many...

Another week gone bymade it thru Kaitlyn's 16th birthday, I wasnt sure how it was going to be, another event her big sister wont see, I have been feeling so depressed lately so down I try to find the...

703 am today is when it all started .. a life altering accident ... its been 5 years since it all began and in 9 days when my life was over !!Ashley you came in this life 7 weeks early fighting for...

OK here again ... have so much to say but to who Im not sure... I see many people getting on with their lives why cant I seem to really get past this ..maybe Im making myself fail IDK things...

Gosh its been awhile again , wish I could keep myself focused .. but that has been continually hard lately... life seems to keep giving me punches I WANT to punch it back !!! I am so sick of liviing...

Well feel so alone , feel like I am always the one keeping things together and going but on the inside like im ready to crash , life is so hard, so so hard, computer at work crashed , doesnt look...

well another day.... heard a song play on the radio yesterday coming into work, boy it hit me  I forget the name of the singer but the name is courage.. basically doesnt matter how much you get...

Wow havent written in soooo soooo long !! really not too much has changed , the same pain the same struggles with some new ones thrown in there ... Kate is now in college dont really know how well...

Another yr passing, another birthday missed, anoher summer w/out you..Time hasnt healed all wounds, time has taken some of the sting out but the pain remains , hidden beneith the surface, only to...

Well it has been so long since I wrote anything, not much new, same old heartache, I miss Ash more and more but nothing seems to help.. Her sisters seem to go about their lives , I guess they need to...

It happened again,Kaitlyn got the call sat morning, one of her best friends,also was a friend of Ashley, onher way to work, 7 am, too fast taking a curve,her car spun around hit a tree, died on...

Hey my Ash, your sisters went to grief camp even Kate this time! and she loved it, why doesnt anyone ever listen to me?? well there is so much that I would love to tell you and talk with you about,...