First I want to say thanks to all of you for all of you support and keeping me in your thoughts..As all of you know this roller coaster we are on I am at the bottom but am trying to push thru..I want so much to wake up from this nightmare and resume my old life, but thats not going to happen,Having to read that report was hard , she did all the right things and wound up dead , doesnt make any sense, and then another boy that just graduated dies in a car accident ,knowing the pain his parents are dealing with , knocked me down again..its just so sad.and hurts like hell..AshleyI planted a tree in honor of your 18th in our front yaed and made a nice garden,I am going to put a plaque there also hope yopu like it ,instead of buying you all that stuff for your dorm room I plant trees and flowers...sadLove youAsh

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I know what you mean. Jeff did everything right too. He was the person in our family who held everyone together. He was our glue.
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Kim,i hurt for you and for me.What a life we have left!Sometimes i feel like giving up..and then i think of my other son.What would he do without me?Hugs.