So far today has seemed different. I spent last night at my mom's house and it was ok... Because of the medication I am taking and because of my past experiences I feel uncomfortable driving. So my mom drove me to school today. Oddly enough she seemed ok about it and offered that she would be willing to help me as long as it takes to get me better. She asked me about seeing the psychiatrist twice a week, which I agree would be a good thing, however, a costly one at that. She told me that she is willing to pay for what she has to. I feel somewhat slow today with the medication and I that I am going to start cutting my pills down to half so that I doing feel so gone all day long. I am still worried about Caleb, my boyfriend and if he is going to accept this or not. I told him and he has told me that everything in ok, but I just don’t want to separate myself from him, he is very important to me. I feel like he is my only friend, the only one I have to turn to...well other than my mother. But, it is always nice to go out with someone new and someone that you love. It is cutting close to time to go to class. I have a great deal of time after this class and before my next class so I plan to write again. Granted I get through this class. I just got a text message. I hope it is from Caleb! And I hope it is good! It is cutting close to time to go to class. I have a great deal of time after this class and before my next class so I plan to write again. Granted I get through this class. I just got a text message. I hope it is from Caleb! And I hope it is good!