I went to the doctor today. I was excited to maby find something different that may work better for me. I told him about all of my concerns, including my mania and my aggressive driving. Whenever I drive I feel like I am outside of my body and I end up doing exteme things in the car like passing at high speeds on mountainous roads. My doctor felt concerned and asked me if i had ever been hospitalized for my bulimia and I told him no. He picked up his phone, which scared me, and then called the psychologist that was on call and told her that I was an emergency that needed help. I talked to her for about an hour and she thinks that I may be suffering from bipolar. She also thinks that I am not doing well with the Prozac. She took me off of the Prozac and put me on a regular does of Xanax and Valium. I took 1 mg of Xanax eariler and it feels good...kinda weird but very relaxing. But, I did throwup again tonight and now I have a sore throat. The new doctor seems very nice. She is very easy to talk to and I feel comfortable around her. Thank god for health insurance! Otherwise I would never be able to afford her. I have my phone still off and I dont know what others are up to. I am mainly trying to cut my self from my parents as they think that nothing is wrong with me. That's bazar. I am so upset that they dont believe me...Why is it so hard to comprehend my illness? Do they think that I am faking it? Am I faking it?