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So I'm still on my meal plan although I think I need to make an increase at the end of the week because my weight went down a little and now it's staying the same (still eating what I should be) I...

Just a quick update, feel really busy with stuff at the moment so I haven't felt like doing an update.This will be my 4th day of having completed all my meals. I'm feeling pretty good at the moment...

I've had such a horrible day at home today. I ploughed through all my meals though despite dinner being a disaster and a hard one anyway, but tonight I just can't face the last snack, it's too much...

Today started really well. It was my last day up at the hospital as a Day patient and I had my discharge CPA. The same consultant was there along with my Therapist and Key Worker but today felt...

After coming home and thinking about things again I know that although it's going to be really hard, in a way I think the clinic is being a bit 'cruel to be kind' but I know deep down they have my...

What a suprise... they don't think re-admitting me will be "in my best interests". So depsite me feeling and looking like death, and if they bothered to listen to my Mum, hearing that all my vital...

It's my Ward Round tomorrow. My Mum is going to push for me to be re-admitted. I'm not eating except 1 tiny portion at lunch to tied me over. Totalling no more than 150-200 calories for the whole...

I feel ill again, weak, tired and keep getting headaches.  Since Friday I've only had drinks and yesterday I managed a weightwatchers yogurt in the evening which gave me a total of about 150...

Please, I'm in tears! I feel like ripping my hair out, cutting, smashing my fist through a window, ANYTHING but living the way I am at the moment!!! Does anyone relate to this? If you do please help...

Due for an update. I do still come on here but I haven't been posting. 1) I don't feel I deserve help at the moment and 2) I can't offer any help when I'm not helping myself. I don't even know how to...

Someone please, if you can see a link, connection, reason what ever you want to call it for the way I'm feeling now, please enlighten me.So it was the family meal tonight. Been feeling pretty good...

I have stuck to my meal plan. I missed my chocolate bar for afternoon snack as I binged. I had plenty to cover me for that so I just had a drink in the afternoon but I continued to have what I was...

So after posting my thread 'Circles' on here yesterday I decided to try again with the food. I talked to my Mum so she knew I wanted to try again too. I had the food I would have had at day patients...

I'm sure a lot of you will identify with this, but I just feel like I'm going in circles. Stage 1: When I was doing what I needed to do with the food and putting on the weight I ended up so depressed...

Sigh...So come April 6th I'll be cutting my second day down from Day Patients. Which will be a Tuesday now. I was going to be starting an Art course for the Wednesday that I have off at the moment...