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I've had a really good day today. Still feeling on the hyper side which is a good thing as it means I've happily enjoyed my birthday which I was REALLY not looking forward to.Went to Day Patients...

I'm feeling a bit crazy at the moment. Hyper, agitated, laughing at everything, feel like I'm going completely insane... BUT at the same time I feel like shit. I mean like REALLY crap! Which just...

Plucked up the courage and told my therapist about what happened with my Key Worker. I have a proper therapy session with him tomorrow so I can talk about it properly there. Just said I needed to...

Well today's option for Lunch (Chicken goulash - Basically it's rice, chicken, broccoli in this weird sauce stuff) is my most hated meals at Day Patients. Actually I hate this day! Wednesdays of...

I didn't write an entry yesterday, wasn't feeling up to it. I had a key work session at Day Patients yesterday afternoon. My key worker has only just started working at the unit I go to but...

I didn't write an entry yesterday so you would think I would have lots to say. Well... I don't.Weekend has been about the same as others. Not really done anything and I'm feeling pretty crap at the...

Managed to talk a bit more today. I was the only Day Patient there today which made it easier to talk. I talked about Wednesday too which helped a bit.Therapy went quite well too. Didn't talk in...

So it was 'Fast Food' day today at day patients. Woop. Managed it though so that's something. Today was pretty uneventful actually. Not much was going on...well, compared with Wednesday's events...

I was meant to have Family Therapy today but (as I thought) my Mum couldn't make it. Instead my therapist said we could meet. He told me that he wants to stop my other 1/2 hr appointment now that I...

I'm feeling the same as I was last night. Couldn't talk again today. Still want to self harm. Went to the river again today. Just needed that comfort. *Shrugs* I'm meant to have a family therapy...

Really trying to fight the urge to self harm at the moment. Don't know if I'm going to manage it tonight though.Had a horrible day. My Mum has her own problems at the moment so the past couple of...

Well there goes another weekend of not particularly doing ANYTHING with a point to it. I'm not feeling motivated to write a journal entry tonight to be honest so it's not going to be very...

I've just done some artwork. A sketch of Gerard Way from MCR. I enjoyed it whilst I was doing it but now I'm finished all I see are the mistakes. The parts that should have been slightly different....

I feel like smashing my head through a pane of glass...or perhaps just into a brick wall. As you can probably tell I'm not feeling very good. To be honest I'm not feeling 'sad' or 'upset', I don't...

Wow...ok so don't really know how to start this entry. I don't know what I'm feeling to be honest. I don't know, and yet at the same time it feels like the slightest thing would just make me...