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Well things with my meal plan are going much better since I started again. I'm doing the same plan I was doing before only I admit I've stuck with the lower calorie meals. It's helping me cope just...

I keep swinging from eating everything I'm supposed to in the day, the six meals a day (ED unit schedule) - to freaking out about it and hardly eating at all. It's really bad and I'm finding it hard...

What have I done!!! I was so depressed and then suddenly I had a sudden lift in my mood which prompted me to confess to my Mum how I'd managed to lose weight again despite me 'having my meals' (I'd...

This is quite hard to write. I've only just recently came out of ip (23rd Dec) and already I want to restrict like hell again. But I'm in total despair at the moment because even though I REALLY want...

For those who know me, have been friends with me and have supported me and followed my journal. I just want to let you know that the decision has been made to re-admit me into the Eating Disorder...

Well they've given me this week to see if my weight will stabilise. I have therapy again on Friday so I'll be weighed then and see how things are going. If I'm still losing at the rate I am at the...

So things are set now for my Nan's funeral. It's going to be on Thursday. Flowers are chosen, wreath is chosen, songs are chosen, and words for the note on the flowers.Everything just feels so......

Sadly yesterday my Nan passed away so I may not be on here and active as much at for a while. Sorry.x-Bliss-x

I have therapy tomorrow and I'm really not looking forward to it. I'm going to have to go in and say that I haven't been to work at all this week. I'm supposed to be going in in the mornings for 4...

Helped my Brother take some stuff to his new place yesterday. It's a lot bigger than I expected! And bigger than he remembered too :) I was really pleased for him. It looks great. It's accomodation...

Blahhh... I hate colds.In bed at the moment with only my tv and laptop and DS to keep me company. HEY! That's a pretty good deal actually  Getting nervous about tomorrow and the weekend now. My...

Just an update.Everything I planned last week I managed to do, enjoyed everything too. Work is going great. Currently fostering a baby bird too :)Feeling really good but I can feel inside I'm so...

I really can't believe the place I'm in at the moment. I've coped with the big changes at home, tackled restarting back at work and now I'm taking on a social life.Tonight I went out with the girls...

I did my fourth morning at work today :)I've been very up and down again and after Monday morning's work shift I found myself wondering if it was really what I wanted again, but after today I know...

Still going with my meal plan. Only and two blips in 3 weeks. Finding dealing with putting on weight hard at the moment although I've got even more motivation that at the start now to do this -! for...