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Well, I managed to 'complete' what I was given today in Day Patients. I had the AM snack and the PM snack but I could only manage half my Lunch portion so I had an Ensure to make up the rest. I think...

It's quite hard for me to say that. I feel like I've failed. I know I shouldn't but I do. I feel like I'm going to lose control of my feelings again. When I stopped eating all those thoughts that I...

Last week, Tuesday night I was admitted overnight because I didn't feel safe to go home. The same thing happened this Wednesday. I didn't want to feel that way anymore so I did the only thing that I...

I've been...emotional today. I think it's been a build up over the last couple of days and it was just too much to keep it in today. I wasn't as upset as I could have been but it got rid of some of...

Not feeling very positive at the moment.I had another therapy session today but it didn't really go as well as I hoped. I don't know what he wants from me anymore! He was talking about me changing my...

The self harming thoughts have come back and this afternoon all I could think about was how nice it would be to just take a load of tablets, go to sleep and not wake up.Over the past couple of weeks...

I'm feeling so confused about myself at the moment. Confused about emotions, why I have them, why they are so strong and what I can do to cope with them.Over the past week I've thought about self...

(Post I made a couple of days ago) I’m really struggling at home at the moment. Without going into too much detail, basically my Mum’s track record with men is not good. Violence was involved...

I'm home! I've finished my inpatient programme and gained the weight. I'm now maintaining. I'm glad to be home but I'm still worried about trying to maintain at home. Just have to see how it goes.I'm...

I have an admission date. I'll be going into hospital on Tuesday. I'm visiting the unit on Monday so any questions or concerns can be sorted before the admission.Not quite sure what else to say at...

Haven't really got anything to say. Just thought I would make an update to let you know I'm still around. I'm trying to find things to do to pass the time but it's getting harder to concentrate on...

Had my appointment at Vincent Square hospital today for their assessment. The travelling isn't that bad at all, it's quite far to go but it's pretty straight foward.The assessment was just a lot of...

Well so much for being able to have confidence in this hospital unit I'm going to. The therapist I saw on Wednesday was able to give me the appointment time for next Tuesday but she also said they...

Not writing much because I'm not feeling good.Had appointment with the lady and I've been told I have an appointment at the hospital unit on the 6th May. I thought "great, I don't have to wait much...