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Well after yesterday's attempt at being positive and pushing myself with my eating...I ended up totally freaking out last night. If I wasn't with my Mum I would have ended up self-harming again. I...

I'm feeling quite good today. Not sure why but I'm not complaining :) I feel stronger today and I want to push myself with my eating too as I feel like I could cope. If it all get's too much by...

Not got much to say tonight. Had my appointment with my pdoc...went fine. Still just waiting for my GP to get back from holiday. He's back after Easter next Wednesday. At least then it'll feel like...

Had a nice time out today. Went to Hobbycraft this morning, one of my favourite stores :D I brought some nice stuff to make some Easter cards and a couple of easter treats for my two friends.I've got...

This is just a quick entry cause I'm too bloody angry to write more.This morning I weighed myself, as usual and once again despite eating more again yesterday I have lost weight. I'm not dealing with...

Had a bit of a hard time last night when I realised my calorie intake was the highest it's been for a while. I just took my tablets and went to bed.Finding it really hard to deal with the frustration...

I recieved my phone call from my pdoc yesterday. As I thought although he's doing everything he can his end, there's not much he can do until my GP gets back from holiday after Easter. He did contact...

I had a horrible night last night. My calorie intake had gone up again and everything just overwhelmed me. I was just so tearful and yet really angry too. I rarely get angry and I couldn't really put...

Still battling on with everything. Had a rough day yesterday so I took my tablets early last night and went to sleep to stop my head whirring round. Fresh day again today.My Mum just got a call from...

I felt really unwell yesterday :( Spent most of the time either laying down asleep or proped up in bed fiddling around on the laptop. I was just too dizzy and spaced out to do anything really. I did...

Goal UpdateI forgot to add the updated trackers to my entry...

Sunday 9th JanAfter the panic on Friday it all turned out OK. My therapist had said he wasn't sure he could carry on being my doctor because he thought that despite the state I got myself in, he...

Wednesday 5th MarchHavn't written a journal entry again for ages..sorry :SI'm not seeing my pdoc for another 3 weeks so I'm pretty much free at the moment. I've been out and about a bit more which...

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