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After yesterday's freak out I'm feeling a bit better today. I've broken down my resistance to craving sweet things though which means I still have moments of craving but I have no intention of...

I'm really not feeling very good right now. I don't know what to do. I've pushed myself to hard today with too many different things. I should have stopped at my breakfast! It's all my fault, I don't...

It's Sunday and once again I've not got any plans really. I had planned to make this chocolate cake of my Mum's two friends but at the moment I like to have my Mum around when I'm cooking or baking...

Well that's it...my metabolism is officially buggered.- Last time I maintained my weight at 6 stone and I had eaten just under 400 calories the day before.- Yesterday I had maintained at 5 stone 13...

It's been a tough couple of days and it's only when the stress of everything is over that you realise how worked up you really were. On the advise of my Mum I am spending the day doing NOTHING. Which...

I had my appointment with my pdoc this morning and I feel SO much better.We explained everything that happened yesterday again and he asked if it would be ok to weigh me because we were now unsure...

I am SO ANGRY and so UPSET right now! Some of you may know that my pdoc is trying to get me into an Eating Disorder unit and we were waiting for my GP to get back from his holiday. On the advise of...

Tomorrow I have my appointment with my GP and things can at last start to get moving. My pdoc will phone him the afternoon to talk about what is going to happen. I probably won't be any more in the...

After yesterday's positive day with my eating it was all worth it as I maintained my weight exactly. I had mixed feelings obviously but I know in my heart that it is a good thing. Hopefully now I...

It's Easter Sunday today and I don't really have much planned. Too tired and I have a headache :(Goal UpdateI'm at 6 stone now...my target weight that I wanted to get to. I have mixed feelings. One...

Had a good day yesterday baking. Bit worn out today though. The plan was that I would make my Nan an Easter chocolate cake but my Auntie brought her one over from Marks & Spencer and she's...

Yesterday was a bit crazy because I ended up bingeing. I was a bit hysterical in the afternoon.Today has been a much better day. I had still lost weight and so I treated myself to a Hot Cross bun as...

Woke up this morning and I'm in a better mood. I've lost the weight I put on so now I'm back to the lowest weight again, which although I know I probably shouldn't be...I'm happy about it.I'm taking...