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Status: Self-loathing is a dangerous thing.
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First part of the assessment took 2 hours. The people there from what we've seen so far are very nice. I have to go back next Wednesday for the second psychological part of the assessment. The man I...
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The doctor at the clinic phoned us today as promised and my Mum explained the situation. He sounded very nice.At their clinic they offer outpatient care which is usually on a weekly basis. People who...
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Right, giving my GP a kick up the backside made him finally do his job.We recieved a call yesterday from a clinic close by who deals with outpatient treatment of eating disorders. When she spoke to...
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I had an appointment with my pdoc yesterday. He still hasn't heard from my GP. He'd written a couple of letters with details of two people he should contact in regards to my referal to give him. So...
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My pdoc phoned and again despite leaving several messages for my GP this week he AGAIN has made no contact with him. My pdoc also tried to contact one of the main specialists he had heard deals with...
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I have a pounding headache at the moment. I think it's just my anxiety levels at the moment. Yesterday I hardly ate anything so now whatever I eat today is going to me too much in my mind. My calorie...
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Feeling quite low today. My weight has gone up which I think was due to having a slice of beans on toast. My calorie intake was about the same as I've been having but I think it's because it's just a...
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I was supposed to be updating with the news from my pdoc...but once again, I've been let down by my doctors. For whatever reason, he didn't call at all today. It might be that he was unable to...
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So, today's the day I'll hear from my pdoc again. It'll probably be late afternoon after his consults again, especially if he has trouble getting hold of my GP again! The last couple of times he's...
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Feeling a bit better today. I got up and decided to tidy my room. I still havn't made that chocolate cake yet...I need to find a time when my Mum is home and the oven isn't being used. Oh well, I...
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My GP had said he would contact my pdoc after the weekend (last weekend). Well my pdoc gave him all week and heard nothing. So he phoned the surgery yesterday and left several messages with the...
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I binged again. Where the hell has my will power gone! I'm so ashamed and SO annoyed with myself. I'd rather not eat at all than putting myself through hell like this!
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I'm having a hungry day today. I know when you restrict your starving all the time. But some days it's stronger than others and this is one of them. In the past I've kept it to myself because I...
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