I'm so scared!
It's my Ward Round tomorrow. My Mum is going to push for me to be re-admitted. I'm not eating except 1 tiny portion at lunch to tied me over. Totalling no more than 150-200 calories for the whole day, which includes my tea I'm drinking too. I've lost 3 lb in 3 days and I feel so ill. My blood pressure is really low too. I need to go back in and I know I do. I'm terrified though because I have a feeling my consultant will disagree and say I need to do it on my own. I don't know what I'm going to do if she does, I can't carry on like this! Not only that but if she DOES agree, I'm going to have to deal with the feelings about having to go back in. I feel like I'm in a no win situation but ultimately, going in is what I need. I'm so scared!
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