arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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I still donae have my literal shit together this morning, but the colitis attack seems to be passing. The incontinence remains, but at least it doesnae feel like demonic trolls are mining for gold in...
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No Holy Shit for me this morning. I woke to the painful incontinence of my spastic colon, whatever the current name for that is. Ouch! ! ! Again I am amazed at how I came of age and moved through my...
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This has morphed into an insanely busy week. The long awaited crews to ply the finishing touches to the new house are scheduled to commence work today through next Monday. Woven as they are through...
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The worry about the other grandparents arriving with plans to pick a fight they can use to their advantage in court is hanging on stubbornly. Time to process, I reckon. . . Rambling in progress. ....
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As the countdown to winter vacation perks through the grinds of single digits, our little ship of fools feels like it has found a more stability in its course than it had before the agitation which...
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Yesterday's sharing in open forum turned out to be a misbegotten mess that was closed by the CLs, but the rest of my therapy efforts were effective enough that yesterday was a calm and bonding day on...
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My thoughts slid into hyper-drive during the sudoku portion of my wake up ritual. So far, the subject of the thought loops has been pretty focused and clear, but my heavily theraputed reaction to...
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The interview/tour with the urban center caseworker went well yesterday. By the end of it, the feeling of growing stability within this weird series had returned. The plans are still on for the...
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I donae believe I've been repressing too many of my doubts about starting a second parenting career at age 65. I also believe having doubts is realistic. There is much to doubt in the proposition. I...
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One of the caseworkers busted me smoking in the house yesterday. No children in the room, but. . . Is there a greater cultural prohibition here in the 21st century? I haven't bothered to check the...
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Is it possible to know when a stabilizing trend has begun? On my strictly personal trail of tears, confidence that I have ^it^ licked, am over ^it^, etcetera, etceteri, have a way of turning out to...
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This Monday went as smoothly last week's. With the children safely delivered to their respective schools, I still feel tired and unfocused, but not quite so much as last week. At least I was able to...
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Yes, I actually called my daughter-in-law that during the MIL/DIL blowout of June, 2015. https://www.dailystrength.org/group/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-ptsd/discussion/whacha-call-it-ff It was...
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A well-recognized part of my strictly personal psycho cycles is where I begin to mentally attack the people who have hurt me over the course of my broken life. Given my long and gory herstory of...
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Over the years I have used that cliche, my punatious quirks have often wondered if I am using the verb, "flies" or the noun. I know, I no. It is every bit as relevant as whether somebody is telling...
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