
arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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Hubby's boss asked him to attend a live meeting at the corporate headquarters today. He left dark and early --before dawn-- this morning. As I have listened to him make his plans to accomodate this...
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A mystery within the one car garage are 3 propane nozzles protruding from the north wall of the oblong building. The stages in which the concrete was poured also remains a mystery, in addition to the...
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There is ample room for debate on whether the people who introduced me to "Mindfulness" in context with "Transcendental Meditation" were therapy supporters or sexual predators. For sure, it was their...
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Well. . . From bungalow to jungalow?Hubs helped with painting the ceiling of the repurposed garage yesterday. I still fail miserably at not envying the ease with which he reaches a ceiling. I...
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The middle aged dependents currently residing at the Urban Homestead are even harder on each other than they are on the Toxic Parents that are suffering fantasies of managing on a fixed retirement...
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I'm tapping my foot impatiently to retake ownership of the small building that was most recently a one car garage. Like the rest of the buildings in the farm compound, it is an adventure in...
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More cold, wet weather is putting yet another hold on finishing the exterior caulk and paint on the honey barn. I hate it when life meddles with my intended schedules. What's a nut job to do? Sigh. ....
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The honey barn is feeling done. The exterior caulk and paint remains to be done and the odds & ends list is a constant with any building, even a new one, but the empty spaces beneath the new roof are...
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Peer Support Groups are the only place I've managed to overcome my social anxiety far enough for long-term group membership. Even there, I hop like a butterfly on a nectar gathering mission,...
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Within Hubby's update on the homestead was that YS and his wife had been reduced to crashing there.They showed up during the night Hubs slept there. At present, there is plenty of room. ES and two...
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Hubs made it back after I was already asleep last night. He invaded my morning ritual fairly early and mid sentence of one of my brilliant morning word works. I am risking the sin of pride over how...
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Hubs had a breakdown while he was making plans to head to the Urban Homestead to feed the bees, etc. yesterday. It started as a balls out attack on speculation I was babbling on the next step in the...
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Hubs and I got snappy with one another this morning. He felt able to risk the phone contact with the proudly litigious other grandfather to see if the GKs can visit this weekend. I was inclined to...
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The CPS caseworker texted back this morning. My unreliable ears breathed a sigh of relief at not having to field the phone anxiety which comes with unreliable hearing while my tech snobbery paused...
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I think I'm holding steady through the guilt attack. At last discussion, Hubs was feeling temptation to carry through on our parenting style where one of us says no while the other says yes on the...
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