arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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This Wednesday morning finds me tempting the edges of smug on the smoothing of the "New Normal" of getting all three children off to school in the morning and sliding into ? ? ? So far the silence in...
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Turkey Tom's death struggle feels like a harsh contrast to the final(?) details of getting the new house ready for move-in. Odds are I wouldnae have thought to think of those gory details as a...
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I am clueless whether Mister Tom is a gender appropriate name for the one remaining turkey of the misbegotten turkey trial. "Gender appropriate" means allot more to humans than it does to any of the...
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Where did the week go? For that matter, where did the year go? Time sure do fun when I am having fly and I've had to eat more than one fly pie in the shit storm season that hit mid-way through 2019....
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That phrase, "Black Friday," didnae become real to me until 2007 when I heard it in Ecuadorian Spanish amid a group of Shop-a-holics lusting after a shopping visa which would allow them to experience...
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Back in the 80's when my memory blocks were coming down and I was in intensive psychotherapy, I declared December to be, "Therapy Month" and began to spend more of the holiday season with my therapy...
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I often wonder if the root cause of war, conflict and violent crime is simple boredom. Even the majority of children's cartoons need a conflict to resolve in order to hold our attention. Peace is far...
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It be a tough measure, but I believe yesterday was the most peaceful day this farm has seen since the christening of the honey barn extraction room started in June. Baby Sis wasnae feeling well and...
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It be a fissurey tissure getting past the walls of on-going demands and regrets for lost comforts. Peeks through the cracks in those proverbial walls fill me with fears and anxieties of the unknown....
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I am far from certain how to measure the end of the world as I knew it, but I donae feel overly dramatic in saying that life is gone forever. On August 14th when the proctective custody of my...
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Here in week two of the girls being in daycare, I have yet to experience two consecutive days off from the demands of 24/7 childcare since the custody shift on August 14th. Dare I hope today will be...
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At least, I *think* we are holding steady. Anxiety is still whelming with the fear that we are holding steady on a bee-line course to disaster with one or more of the balls we are juggling,...
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The activity flood has arrived. Transitional childcare meets housing upgrade meets Fall honey harvest meets flock increase meets school holidays meets family dysfunction meets neglected geezer...
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The cause remains a mystery, but she has my permission to say, "Ouch." ER follow up appointment with her pediatrician is this morning.
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My flight instincts seem to be escalating. The echoes from Bachelor Hall 190 miles south of here have me freshly reminded of the horrors of being Toxic Mom to dysfunctional middle aged children while...
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