arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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My psychopations are all over the cosmic map this morning. The fissures seem especially focused on the nearly dead wild apple tree where Huck Finn and I enjoyed my first summer of river ratting....
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For both better and worse, I took the proverbial plunge. The chicken coop is on order. I went for the deluxe cedar condo from a node on the very urban agriculture network which holds our own Urban...
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I still miss butt fresh eggs. For the first year or so after my grief year began on August 1st, 2016, I couldn't handle the taste or texture of commercial eggs. It was, perhaps, the longest I have...
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My fear of entrapment has been one of the more elusive of my dominant psych symptoms to categorize, much less remedy. It winds multiple tendrils through my life like smoke from a wilderness campfire....
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I threw myself an all day pity party yesterday, commencing as soon as Hubby's truck started its descent down the driveway. I do prefer solitude for my pity parties. My self-pity isnae ever far from...
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I was 10 years old when my mother gave birth to her 11th child in 1964. Proof unavailable, but I do believe that event was within the period of years which induced my Trauma Induced Amnesia. Proof...
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Yesterday went well. I think. By the grup (grown-up) measure, at least. With the awareness that this was our good-bye party, the GKs embraced the day fully, tweaking their photo albums and acting...
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The GKs go back to the maternal grandparents tomorrow morning. According to my spider senses, the disconnects which began on Monday turned out to be homesickness. The remainder of the week hasnae...
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Fit together, you crazy old world. This week has been filled with minor (so I pray) leaks and bleaks in the most unexpected places, from the button which wouldn't work on the coffee maker first thing...
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I hired out the last of the exterior paint job on the honey barn. This wave of remodeling is done. While GS and I picked up the last gallon of paint, he talked me into buying 6 Bantam chicks. At 5...
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So far so good on the Grand Party. This morning finds me on the manicky edge of hyper drive. Zoom zoom. Let's get this show on the road, folks! We gots songs to sing. We gots bells to ring. We gots...
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My LFL (Long Fucking List) has become chaotic. Keeping all the threads of the complex weave from tangling into even more complex knots is an on-going challenge. Gnarl, gnarl, gnash, gnash. . . The...
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As of yesterday, the thought of calling the other grandparents to arrange pickup of the GKs Friday (tomorrow) still seemed daunting. Since it was decided that I would pick them up, the call ball was...
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The exterior of the honey barn remains unfinished, but I feel fully justified blaming it on the weather. Prettier weather is on its way.The odd space in the brood house remains too full of project...
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Addendum:Early yesterday morning, this entry was interrupted by ? ? ? I can't quite remember, nor care which item on the LFL (Long Fucking List) interrupted. Here's to taking the LFL with an LOL....
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