
arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
Mood:
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On the Arf Scale, it is still too early to call this restless night, "Insomnia." 'Tis possible that the beer I just opened will knock some sleep into me. My stomach has protested the first few sips...
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Back in the bad old days when "Manic Depression" was my primary psych dx, no one would have questioned that I am in the midst of a "Manic Episode." My entire therapy support network would have been...
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It is looking like the guardianship of the GK's (8 months, 3 and 6) is shifting our direction. The shift include termination of parental rights because the parents are still providing more problems...
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I would be one of those techno geeks who believe there are Ghosts in the E-Machines. I am as quiet about that belief as I am with the rest of my Inner Faith. You won't find me on any reality shows,...
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That was short-lived, even for Turn of the Millennium Appy Days. A Microsoft App pirated my machine and I have been doing battle with ? ? ? The Cloud? ? ? Appy Kids? ? ? The Devil? ? ? Who/whatever...
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I surely do wish that making amends was as easy as offering an apology. Yesterday's attempts to make amends to the flock for frightening them with my latest sunblock experiments didnae go well enough...
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There seems to be universal agreement that I am in skin cancer country. Proof available, but I am still declining the invitations to the Med Parks. My variety of skin cancer risk is the field...
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The new therapy journal format is still too new for confident evaluation, but I am beginning to wonder of The Healing Mysteries are guiding me to find continuity in the chaos of theories and side...
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Looks like it's gonna work.This could be the closing entry of this journal. Maybe. We see what grows.
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I've been experimenting with a new, off-line format for my therapy journal. In the nearly half a century I have kept a psychotherapy journal it has changed format several times, from the random...
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The coop management alert has slid from the DEFCON 1 triggered by the murder of 2 chicks at the talons of the pullets to an uneasy DEFCON 5. I amnae at all certain the pullets and the chicks...
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Insomnia has become a rare event for me. Given my psychotic herstory, that rarity seems worthy of celebration, but only on some levels. This round came at me from a 2 a.m. sweat soaked pillow wake up...
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A yaddah that was on the blah plate when the 3 death year launched its avalanche into my life was my 63rd birthday. A significant event in retirement planning. I was approaching the planning through...
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A recurring theme within my decades old therapy journal is the reality checks on just how obsessive I have been on particular points of my life. Points I thought I had been treating lightly often...
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For what it's worth, This entry has a soundtrack. In my head, the lyrics slightly modified from the original Donovan version, but the original instrumentals work...
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