arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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Yesterday was rough between Hubs and I, but I am rather proud of how well we headed off the tit-for-tattery so that the children werenae frightened by it. No Sunday hugs between us, but the children...
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I am conjecturing that Hubs had a long gossip session with his current partner in co-dependency last night. He greeted me at the coffee maker this morning while I washed dishes with a wide awake...
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Outside of the house arrival, I slept most of yesterday. I do believe it was my turn with the flu bug that is making the rounds of household members. It is not the meanest bug I've ever done battle...
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The house is supposed to be delivered this afternoon. Where is that magnificiently prepared pad, complete with septic, electrical and plumbing conduits? Are we going to end up with two three-sided...
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The physical work finally starting on the housing upgrade had a profound impact on last night's tones over the household. We have managed well enough here in this dilapidated little ranch house, but...
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Are our bio-clocks finally in alignment with daylight confusion time? Even *I* woke up at the appropriate mechanical hour this morning rather than last month's bio-hour. Big Sis is still sleeping as...
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Did Hubby's psychosis break last night? Even from the inside, it can be hard to know when a psychotic episode breaks. To my senses, it is rather like when a physical flu fever breaks. The immediate...
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Yesterday was another rough day in Wife World. Every time I opened my mouth around Hubby, my words were offensive to him and worthy of scathing attack. My primary focus was on not opening my mouth...
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With the shared suspicion of having found the new normal for the children, Hubs and I have begun sniping at one another. Yesterday evening's snipe fest frightened the children for a while, but I was...
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We wimped out on swim lessons last night. All three children are sniffling and coughing from the damp chill which has settled over the southern plains. Hubs and I just couldn't bring ourselves to...
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I'm currently agonizing over whether to remove the question mark from "Holding Steady" or leave the question mark and add an "II". Again, I poke gentle fun at myself for the *Important Matters* I use...
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13 weeks since the protective custody shuffle. About 6 weeks since the double funeral for my son and his mysterious wife. The time warp feel of all this is such that none of us know whether to put...
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My Big Bro died in January, 2017 in the midst of the tri-city shuffle which accompanied the closing of my father-in-law's estate after his death less than 3 months earlier. In my psychotherapy rooms,...
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I still feel sacriligeous when I change the lyrics to a great song, but I cannae seem to help myself. If I cannae sing from my strictly personal heart, I'm okay leaving the greats in the musuem where...
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The aimless weekend felt medicinal for all. The dirt piles that were brought in for the base of the manufactured house pad were the entertainment highlight of the weekend. Even baby sis managed to...
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