arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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i consider boot camp, 1973, to be my initiation into immigration issues. the boot camp focus was on the local nationals who hang around military compounds in hopes of snagging a visa marriage. this...
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hub-a-lub has been working himself sick again. in the two or three years since his corporate retirement, the focus has been on growing the homestead llc in his own image. my input is as welcome there...
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my journal keeps getting messier for the efforts to jump the rewrite hurdle. methinks i will need to borrow stephen king's office staff to clear that hurdle. even with other writings inspired on...
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https://www.dailystrength.org/journals/racing-thoughts-3https://www.dailystrength.org/journals/prairie-windshttps://www.dailystrength.org/journals/leaning-gentlymy current reluctance to start new...
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virtually all of the puppet shows in my head are screaming, "just get help." my some want me to run to the loviofng arms of jesus, among many other theological icons. some want me to groom the next...
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during the intrusive thoughts of ecuadorian crisis which resulted in my immigrant ass returning to its home country, my quiet voice whispered gently, "remember your first language."???wtf??? can't...
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i started to place this post under, "the dumb broad show," but i canae bring myself to leave this group of profoundly gentle and wise men in the same grouping as the cast of cackling hyenas who made...
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i've been spiraling in a flashback series for a goodly while now. weeks? months? the awkward silence. . . such as the awkward silence of a predator ready to pounce. . . the bubbly delusions of...
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methinks i have already written umpteen books covering my light phobia. alas, the art of writing is in the rewrite and attempts to read through that disorganized verbal vomit still trigger more...
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note: i mistakenly saved this entry as a draft. i have to find a way to change the "draft" status here on ds, so i have taken to copy/pasting the content into a new entry which i can then "publish"...
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methinks i placed two of my three chicken coops in a very foolish location. by the pre-covid plan those two coops are placed in a space easily observed from the education/business center. as the...
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a sister-in-healing has been leaning heavily on me in recent months. she is much younger than i and early into her healing journey. in keeping with one of my favorite magics of the peer support...
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hubby's sil wants to sell her hubby's portion of the farm. his brother is in advanced stages of huntington's disease and hasn't been fully capable of making such decisions for a long time. it really...
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i know i've explored this theme in great detail here in my ds journal, but i was not able to find them and i need to vent. i told off a mexican imperialist at swim lessons tonight. he was with a...
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a week away from the third anniversary of youngest son's death. eldest son has been rattling the lines for more grand solutions to his homeless discomforts, but my heart hears him responding to that...
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