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- i think that this is my biggest charachter derfect. resent is the slow release ofr anger concerning feelings of being not appreciated, respected, or included as much as we think we should. i realize that holding onto resentment hurts only me. those...
- sister has brain cancer. i do care but not going to not take care of myself and my own childerns needs. sisters are takingf stress leaves next week to take care of her. i am suprised at the resentment that i am feeling. neither one of them have ever...
- i used to think that OCD was like repeated washing of your hands till they bleed- was the classic example. so because i check my stove burners and doors to make sure they are locked over and over does not seem so bad. and actually its not really....
- very frustrated with myself that i cant stop smoking. have not been a heavy smoker and have had long periods of not smoking in my life time. i smoke 5 cigs a night with a few beers. every day when my eyes open i pray for strenght to not light up...
- the atmosphere here is just awful. he stays in his room and if not is pounting and looking sad and talking about all that is wrong. thought we could live her and not be tied at the hip. i feel depressed when i come home and feels so heavy and...
- seems like a hot topic on here. let me tell u about my sister and maybe she fits intalks about how she is so in touch with herselftalks about her kids and grandkids all the time even when others are not and we all have themdresses very revealing all...
- very stressed out. asking for prayers and positive thoughts. he is upsetting me alot. setting around looking so upset and sad and confronted me last night with- i know you dont love me anymore and what happened to us? like we were madly in love...
- i find that i am a very resentful person. resentment is the-slow release of anger. i am very angry about many things that i cant controll. feel spritually empty and ask God to show me the way to sanity and acceptance. this is probably my worse...
- Wow so stressed out sister problems. Lisa sick and Becky the marter. Crying and letting ever know that she is Lisa is dying and acting like asshole last night at her birthday dinner. Not talking to anyone and texting on the phone. Becky says she was...
- my sister has cancer and is having alot of problems. seems to be going south slowly. my other sister get really drunk and starts crying about it and get irritated if others dont comfort her. this week i took her to radation and we had a good time...
- i went to cancun with 12 other women that i did not know some of them. i thought about cancelling several times as i was sure that i would feel like the outsider and my social anxiety was great. but i went and have a different perspective on life...
- so since i told him i was not happy a week ago and he said that i have changed and was angry. he stays in the bedroom all the time and says that i will never have to talk to him again. told my nephew that he was just ready to end it all so he could...
- my niece said tonight- why not buy him out and the house will be yours. this is the sad part i said cause if i give him money he will blow it and we will end up back together. sell the house and we will end up back together. and our house will be...
- things are not working out. dread another day with him around cause i will feel stressed but would feel stressed if i was alone also. feel so crazy. will not give the realtionship a real try cause i am afraid of what he will say about me if i am...
- tonight just pissed off at everything and everyone. felt so good for few days on top of the world and felt good about myself. then back to my job that i cant stand and a then home to find him sick again!! i am on the computer and he says yeah we...