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- EXPECTATIONS ARE OFTEN PLANNED RESENTMENTSRead Turning Suffering Inside Out, by zen priest Darlene Cohen. She suffered most of her life in bed and out of bed with severe crippling arthritis. She died January 12th. She taught me alot about living in...
- trying so hard to stay in the moment. really stressed out about so much. how much can one take. vacation coming up in feb. praise the Lord
- tried listening to music tonight and it was depressing all about breaking up and the pain invovled. blues songs keep coming up, which of course was my ex's favorite music. how depressing is that. this song from year ago the 70's that my step mom...
- i went back alanon meeting tonight. has been years since went to one. what did i learn - others have problems and listening to them was helpful for them and me. i was reminded about ONE DAY AT A TIME. and that i am where my higher power wants me...
- 4 years ago i moved and started a new profession. had many dreams and planned to work where i am now and live in the new house surrounded by family and friends with my ex. this has not happened and it has been really hard on me. as i think about...
- what great postings. helped me alot. my SO that has moved out is drinking heavy and going down hill. i am worried about him but dont want him back. he is just loosing it. i know its not my fault but am freaked out and upset. i sent his daugher a...
- going to start ananon meetings. face to face these are the only 12 step programs in the area. realizing that i need this. i am staying strong and against him coming home. so he is at my neices less than a mile from me sleeping on their couch and...
- i have been thinking today about how i have tried to pretend that he is something that he is not. he was different right? he was not the lazy guy that expected me to take care of him. he was not the jerk that after i have worked 10 hours asks me to...
- so i saw a lawyer today. said he has no legal rights to the house as i knew. drawing up a document that would say i will give you this much after all if your stuff is out an not until. he told me that i was codenpendent. really? well he is a good...
- yes it is a very big problem to be code. a good book is -boundaries and relationships. it really outlines overly rigid and overly loose boundaires. to me many ot the issues that are posted here dont apply to my daily conflicts and what i mean by...
- conflct at home is worse i am beside myself want to sell this house or get him out of here and buy him out. he is trashing me bad to alot of people and drinking alot and really the situation is getting bad. he tells everyone that he does everything...
- i have kept myself in a dead heat for months since the death of my sister, niece, aunt, and a failing and stressful relationship. i am able to cherish the good days but then seems like i have an awful time. we can try push our feeling so far below...
- i have become a resentful, irritable, frustrated, disillusioned person. very critical of myself and others. i stay in situations that are not healthy for me in misery. i am so disappointed in my life and my attitude scares me sometimes. feel like my...
- family rejection and the ever critical eyes of my sister. she has done so much to hurt me and made me look small and petty and continues with a vengence. i cant ever be a real part of the family. i know that i have posted so much on this and it just...
- Spent last week with daughter and grandbabies for 2 nights. What happened to tolerance of those helping you out? Had a fund raiser for her and took the money to them as they had a premie and have lots of bills and she has not been able to return to...