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- as i read the many postings i cant help but feel the need to explain something that i feel about being a code. sorta the stages as i see them associated with the age group we are in. i remember the passionate attachment to another as a younger...
- i wrote this aFeeling so disconnected to others. Even a touch from others seems weird. I am just so empty and want to be close to others but dont know how. Its like I am a ship without and anchor. Dreamed that I walked into a beautiful mountain...
- so this is the same postings that i have made over the last 18 months. living with someone that is lazy, drinking alot, and so negative and depressed that when i come home from work i feel the burden and the constant reminder of how i am living so...
- Well boy did I have alot of resolve and commitment to stop a few weeks ago. Was going to my sons and they hate that I smoke. So was also sick and that helped me with not smoking. I did very well there and glad for the distraction and the insight...
- JUST FOR TODAY I WILL BE HAPPY. JUST FOR TODAY I WILL TRY TO LIVE THROUGH THIS DAY ONLY.NOT TRY TO TACKLE ALL OF MY PROBLEMS AT ONCE.I CAN DO THING FOR 12 HOURS THAT WOULD APPALL ME IF I HAD TO DO THEM FOR A LIFE TIMEJUST FOR TODAYTHIS IS THE DAY...
- seems like it would be easier to quit if one is happy with their life. dont mean this as an excuse but i am not happy in my life relationships and seems that if i cared more about myself to improve this that i would care enough about myself to stop...
- wow i want to be able to post how many days. i am having trouble starting. think i am ready and here comes the evening and a beer and an a smoke. like i have no controll over it. smoking less, delaying the first one, and getting ready for a visit...
- since my sister died i have not been with the other sister much. so last week we decided that we would def get together yesterday. i did not hear from her all day. at 9 pm she calls to see if i am still up and wants to stop by. was in bed and so...
- Not all alcoholics have the same symptoms, but many-at different stages in the illness-show these signs: They find that only alcohol can make them feel self-confident and at ease with other people; often want "just one more" at the end of a party;...
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- still smoking
- October 2012Stressed out bad. Sonny (SO) is lazy, drunk, boring, suffocating my space by constantly being here, and its almost like I am going to be here until you cant stand it anymore. Had him ride with me the other day to take sienna home and he...
- October 2012Stressed out bad. Sonny (SO) is lazy, drunk, boring, suffocating my space by constantly being here, and its almost like I am going to be here until you cant stand it anymore. Had him ride with me the other day to take sienna home and he...
- wow this site is really great. so i want to quit smoking and have been going through lots of the info avaliable. conditoning my mind for the coming challenge. i am going to visit my son on oct 18th and they dont like me smoking where the grandkids...
- codependency comes in many forms. i am working very hard on separating my self my my toxic sister. i have been working throught the steps of grief and the 12 steps ( that started before my other sisters death and got derailed with last last year of...