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- where to start i wake every morning thinking that i must stop smoking. tired of the social stigma. leave gatherings early so i can smoke ( few other than very close friends know that i smoke). irritiate others (kids) by going out to smoke. it used...
- welll its been almost a month since my sis passed and gosh i miss her. even though our relationship was strained alot. my other sister has been partying on and making plans with me that i know will fall through as she will be out with friends and...
- made a leap of faith and spent the day with some friends from work. wanted to cancel but did not and it was so good for me. i was with friends that are not drunks, have a strong faith in God, and are compassionate hard working people that like me...
- really down on myself earlier today about how i am not changing my life and how i am the one that can change it and what i am missing by just doing the same thing over and over add not living my life as i want. then i thought stop it and have some...
- wow its over. so relieved. yesterday thought that i was going to stay away all day. heard from sister that our nephews wife told her she is the prettiest one of all, that i was taking pics of everyone but her, and several other redicious statements....
- many of u have heard about my sisters. every conversation i have with sis now is about what others are doing for her ( the martyr) so and so gave me500 dollars, my brother from california offered to buy her a ticket to come out there, friends stop...
- family interactions are harming me. i spent 1 hour this am framing the day and relaxing. self affrimations and reminding my inner child that i will make sure she is safe. safe from those who say one thing and do another. my narcisstic, self...
- my sister is dying she is in bad shape and so am i. between pain, resentment at both of them, sick of the marterdom i see in my other sister, so many people ( partiers around), and my own confusion as to why i feel so much f resentment, its a mess....
- boy am i ever relying on my newly acquired appropirate boundaires. they protect me from those that feel that i should be going things that are not my responsibility. it feels good to know finally that usually i do the best i can and try to stay...
- well not posted for awhile as my grandbaby was born with premature lungs but been there alot. he is doing good now after 2 weeks of ICU. thanks for all the positive thoughts and prayers for him. Praise to God. my daughter has been a mess and she has...
- my daughter had her baby boy and had breathing problems and in icu. so much support from friends. not family. my sister called and was concerned and upset at least she did call. sent my other family members a request to text her -niece, nephew and...
- where to start? i dont smoke alot but need to stop. my sister has lung cacer for Gods sake!! i dont want to die early and i want to breath well as i age. what resources do you all recommend
- staying honest and examinating our thoughts and motives is so important. i have tried to be someone else for others my entire life. a husband, a boyfriend, a family member, a coworker, or a child. i am really seeing the years of introspective...
- family gathering for all to spend time with sick sister and i am dreading it. the one thats not sick has been on a role about all that she does and what the sick one should be doing and not doing. it will be a big party with alot of heavy drinking...
- just read a quote that sorta hit me with some insight- not meet a bitter person that was happy or a happy person that was bitter. i am just so burnt out on everything. seems i just float through each day and dont enjoy my life. i try to talk myself...