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- so every morning I wake with thoughts of how I am going to die and /or get lung disease that will prevent me from enjoying my life. reading tom carr's book. not an all day smoker but after a stressful day at work I come home to a beer and I light...
- the only one we can really count on to take care of us is ourself. we know what we need and need to do if we listen to that inner voice and/or to our higher power. only we can get what we want out of life and make a life for ourselves that works and...
- want to share how much better i am feeling and it possible for everyone to do this to all of you. fell like i am awakening to a new world. i feel good about myself for ending relationships that were harming me nand now i think much more clearly...
- my youngest son who has had 3 open heart surgeries is having problems and really having a hard time not worrying about what is going to happen next. scared and stressed. need to stay in the moment and not think about all the bad thoughts that are...
- have not been on for awhile. and missing u all. i am trying to not be affected by the ex blasting me to everyone and the loan will be final this week. i will give him money after trying so hard to give him this money, finally he signed and...
- i had a great time on vacation. very beautiful island. back into the daily routine. my inner critic has been leaving me alone. i am trying not to do as i have before and stopped reading and posting as then that code part of me rears her head and all...
- i am leaving for a caribbean vacation tomorrow and very anxious. have to drive into st louis in am and a storm is moving this way. so leaving early to try to get to motel before it comes. i find myself just not wanting to go. it seems like such a...
- i realized tonight that i am really my own worse enemy. the voices start- what if you cant pay your bills, your a mess, you cant even loose weight for you vacation, you left your ex's ping pong table in the rain ( after years of asking him to move...
- moved my tv into the living room after he took his tv out and it says " no signal" garage door wont work. lights are not working in the front of the house and flipped the breaker and it flips back, i asked my nephew to help me and waiting on a...
- he is finally moving his stuff out!!!!!!!!!!!!!. so why am i so stressed out? change? he called me and said that he needed money ( wrote checks that are out) imagine that! so leave me the check for 10,000. really i told him a month ago that the loan...
- ok so tonight i went out with sister and had a good time with her. but went to places that ex and i went. heard about how worried some where about my ex and how bad he is doing. well guess what he did it to himself and i am trying to get on with my...
- thanks for all the comments. its been a week today and no response. nothing moved no contact on when he might do this. i am doing remarkable and increased my antidepressant and it seems to be working well. taking care of myself by avoiding those...
- well the cat is out of the bag. the offer i made him to him for his investment in the house is just me giving him nothing as he is telling everyone. i am sorta freaked out and what others might think about me are invading my on the fence self...
- People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within.
- starting my life over. lots of options that are avaliable. have decided that i am code to my job that i dont like. thinking about doing a traveling job selling this house and getting out of this stale old life that i am leading. dont lke change but...