Inspiration from Arfie

I have been feeling turned around as I wrote about in my last journal. I've tried to find some

wisdom or nugget of healing, comforting thought. I found remembering my personal philosophy

and keeping at my chores and being self responsible helpful... yet I was finding too that my

sense of 'what things mean' was off - I was feeling agressive and paranoid for some reason.

But I was keeping on keeping on..

I went over to my parents' house to drop some stuff off...and as I was helping them there

I was thinking about the feelings of agression and dischord - and the fact that sometimes

coming into contact with others whose energy creates some inner reaction to 'turn you upside

down and around' inside... happens to everyone!! I just felt inspired to find the commonality of

that experience within us all. Because of the bad energy or whatever you would like to call it -

I can't always then be in touch with interpreting how I feel - (or staving off the intepretation of agression

at someone ..but I can step back and know it's not accurate) or have a sense of how to do my

work the way I'd like to - but the majority of it - I can get it done - well enough - 

and I can keep on keeping on. The communion with you guys in having 'in kind' experiences

really helps. I need to get on with packing!! Have a great day everyone!! and thanks Arfie!! :) xx