malibumark

I have tried to be both self responsible and reasonable in my life.... Especially since healing...I have tried to recapture my sense of peace and not the chaos and rebuild.I worked today and it went...

I'm at work, waiting for it to start.Things are ok. I'm searching for some inspiration to write here. Somehow every assertion seems illegitimate or inadequate. I've got to push forward and keep on...

sending prayers and peace for finding a bit of quiet to start the day.I'm finding very much that I have sought out a space for quiet withinme and then very much, when trying to breach the divide...

I woke up - read my messages. I decided to take a shower and dressand then walked the half mile or so to go to the Starbucks.I mostly make my coffee at home nowadays - but I needed a good jauntas I...

As I spent time alone last night and this morning... I worked hard to just be in the moment - to take care of my responsibilities and also somehow reconcile my self's place in the world which...

this place used to be a private home! it's HUGE!!

woke up this morning, not really adhering to the usual routine.there were a few things out of the oridinary whereas those usualthings just feeling like bumper guards for the assistance in waking...

When I came home from work today, I did something stupid...I drank some beer and ate a bunch of Easter candy..Needless to say, it wasn't great for my outlook..and all the mental mush I got into, I...

I just came home from a volunteering event earlier today. We  distributed a lot of food and medical services to those in need for absolutely no charge!!.The smiles on these folks’ faces were so...

I'm going to a volunteer event at a local foodbank today.We'll be serving meals to folks who are experiencinghard times. My Dad, Stepmom and I initially intended togo together, but now, because of a...

This really helped me, it's an email I sent to my therapist:sometimes drilling down is the only sense of boundary I have when I am alone...it's like a stimulation that activates me to move...

Good morning! It's Good Friday,Sending good vibes for a good weekend ahead!

Does anyone ever feel like such an alien to life like saying 'I don't know what I'm supposed to do or how I'm going to handle this?'I think just thinking about/searching my memory is giving me a good...