malibumark

I commented on Nikki's journal this morningand I have to say that as the sunshine has started to riseand the imminent departure for my Treepeople event comesnearer, I am find myself feeling...

just waking up here... Last night I experienced some difficult times and changes..but then when I got home and tried to go to bed, I remembered that I may havemy goals at times and a sense of...

trying to love the process of my goals..as my therapist suggest 'go through the paces until it's real'I have therapy at 1115 today and then lunch - and then walkies around the hood.Maybe I'll take...

I was questioning my own sense of weakness and feeling feckless this morning. I needed to pull myselfout of the hole I was in and start the day...I was in bed and I was thinking about the issue of...

I had a meeting with my resident at UCLA last week. I am struggling to feel strong and value myself this morning. I'm remembering to look back to my journals to get a sense of inspiration and hope....

Picking up a mass of old Art books from my parents' house now and then will be donating them to the library.Then I'll go home and make lunch.My cousin from my step aunt is nominated for a BAFTA award...

It's pouring rain out there. I'm starting my day with coffee in bed and Blue at my side. I'm worried about the day for some reason. Well, not really worried, but just tentative. I don't have a plan...

my search for truth and commonality can be met with suchan insufferable, irascible and bothersome side to myself - like an oger...that I think I know I need to find outlet for the truths I am trying...

Sometimes I forecast a plan ahead in my day or life. Very often I will see an image to fulfill as the primary guider and not the set of relationships. Sometimes I think nearly unconsciously that I...

Splitting my attentions.I found myself yearning so much to talk to someone who I could confide in.Someone who I could tell my truth to, who would help me find the truth or the assuaging answer......

I was sitting here in bed, with Blue on my lap.The free time after a fatiguing, very busy, morning of errands and choreshad me starting to question my ability to chart my own life and to takepride in...

For some reason I always get a sinking feeling when I get my car serviced. Such a quality of 'over charging' for everything.I only got a couple of things done today but I'll have to make an...

He didn't realize it was me at first! But he cried!!