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This is a journal for myself.i guess they all are..I suppose when I start to feel anxious and spin about my day, it might be more productive to try and do something that applies to a goal rather than...

I rang the bell and then started services...in services ....I don't know how to talk about this without self injurybut I will try and adjust my perspective so that it doesn't hurt.in services - I did...

yes folks, last night I got to thinking:)I was feeling pressure about my lifeI was so much wanting a relationship and feeling lonely and not knowing where to begin.I didn't know what to offer the...

I've been kind of anxious and moody today.  I've been trying to be self responsible, keep myself occupied and doing wise things to take care but I can't always do it perfectly. At that kind of...

I wrote a series of emails this morning and last night that said pretty much the following.What I concluded was focusing and consoling.I am kind of letting go of all the things that I have felt I am...

I was in chapel and I’ve become confident about what I need to do and I thought about how I’ve been grappling withThe different tasks I need to do during the service. I know at this point what is...

starting the morning here.I drank wine last night and I kept on wakingup from it. Now I am starting taking on the day.I have an admission that I made an unforced errorat work yesterday - I do the...

I asked the Abbess if I could have a second day off from services, in a row. She was so kind and said yes.I slept in until 8am today!! I'm now down at the chapel drinking coffee and sitting in the...

It's a good morning.i think I've found that we each have our grace and lifestyle that we make for ourselves and then to be able stand back and appreciate that in each other (as that which we are...

I'm home now after a dayof taking a sister to her appointments.I came home to Blue and he was very very excited.I fully realized his hyped up energy andthen I pet him and loved him until he settled...

Admission. I was feeling lousy because of a social blip earlier today. In the past I have often with the slightest upset, I have often thought about that ‘yet again, there’s yet again another...