malibumark

with all the permutations of my being.whether I feel in touch with my energy and vitality -to a sense of confusion and weaknessto holding onto God in moments of need- to holding onto my work  as a...

I was thinking about relationships last night on the way home. How naturally I think we go for a meeting of minds and spark. But I thought also I thought it's probably good to go for someone, on top...

I’m finding the strength to avert mini crisis and from letting my obsessive compulsive nature from fixating on them, unconsciously, building the stress up and to send me down a rabbit hole.I’m...

I saw a church marquee in New Windsor that read:" if life stinks, we have a pew for you.":-)

I was feeling adrift last nightbut pulled myself up gently and knew a good way to make me feel good about my life was, in the face of no matter how weak, I can still take care of myself and that...

Good morning you guys!! Xxoo

tired again - but it is 6am -going down to chapel now to set it up.a one a two a three!keep on keeping on.

trying to be self responsible. I called my therapist a couple times yesterday. I needed to. I’m reaching out now. I need to as well. I’m trying to be self responsible but my mind also is very...

Really tired tonight. Maybe yesterday's travel has taken its toll. I've been doing a lot today and when I fatigue I've seen that my mind starts to spin ideas much like I am dreaming while awake. I...

Being with the aunts is teaching me a lot.I’m looking forward to getting back to my life but it’s been fun and nice.Yet after I wrote the above I had a negative experience with them and now I’m...

it's just little ole me...underdog.yesterday gutted me but this morning I'm up and keeping on withwhat needs to be done...i started to picture myself outside of the greatlore of fantasy that I'd end...

I woke up this morning and my mind went squirrel brainagain - and I disassociated - I felt like a petty gossipy toxicsick person - and I couldn't shake it - I looked suspiciouslyat others when they...

I had a tumultuous day yesterday from my condition. Sleep helped. I wrote this to my (family member) because I relied on him. I wanted to share.Hi (family member), about yesterday. I lost sight of...

i get lost in the moment - I get lost from interactions wtih strangers -it then affects my interactions with my family -and those around me - at least it may from my vantageand I may sense that it is...