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I was down at chapel this morning, setting it up for services,I had some time to be by myself and thetime just zoomed up the crazies within me - .I thought about things that I wrote to my therapist...

I bought Blue a new ‘cat tower’ he loves it!! It’ll be a boost to his quality of life!!

My choices to be so snug and safe in this life at the monasteryversus the freedom, if irresponsible, and irrational, I used to love, is telling me now what I gravitate towards when trying to fully...

I woke at 550am and showered and dressed.I am ready to go down to preparethe chapel for services. I am hungrybut we're not supposed to eat or drink beforecommunion...Things are good.Have a good day...

just got home from work and had my meal in the cafeteriaand now I am back upstairs in my room in the rectory.it was so good to see everyone here when I came home.It feels snug, safe and protected...

things are good. I woke up this morning after an amazing night of vivid dreams. After I woke my mind seemed to churn for answers about certain things  I stepped back from that and chose to focus...

A new day, new challenges. I admire the strength and fortitude To keep going that my therapist and psychiatrist and all the people in my life have.I was doing well and then my thoughts undercut me...

I know I must keep gratitude alive.I was thinking this mid morning in serviceabout the focus I haveand can have onreligion and stuff - I know I can be EXTREMELYmyopic - and that sometimes...

I had a good moment a short while ago, and it was clarity to me to start building a life The moment came and went and the scrambled egg brains followed and I didn’t have a clear sense of myself...

I was doing pretty well yesterday afternoon - and then a moment of discombobulationwith some social contact and I tumbledmentally and fell apart.I realized I needed a focus to calm me  - and I very...

I go a little crazy each new job I have,In order to get things done. Ultimately it’s like I find myself in a new way or outlook.I guess it makes sense? I used to not be able to articulate that...

Good morning chillens!I hope you guys have a good day!!Things here are good, grateful!

Good morning!I woke at 515am, showered and dressed to come down to chapel.I lit all the votives and prepared the chapel for services.sunrise salutations! Have a good day!!xx

On my drive alone back from DCA (Reagan Airport), I thought to myself,if I were to have a philosophy that I would tell myselfas a young man it would be that "your work will sustain you,and to also...

Work was alright today. Not great. It's hard tedious work. I felt myself uneasy about my ability to do it, like I was some loser who couldn't even do this, but I tried to keep the narrative with self...