malibumark

hi guys  - i left a voicemail tonight for my doctor on the way home from work.nothing dramatic or intense. just feeling beat up by the joband kind of resigned to the life I am living. I am lucky to...

I was sitting in the quiet of the narthex feelingreconciled in a weird way to my life here..It is a weirdplace to live and yet I am feeling couched in it...and a nun came in to the room and I was...

I had a lot to do today at worksnd I got it done!definitely feel positive about that!

Hi guys! I'm about to start work.i know sometimes we just don't want to go or we just don't feel so well but I'm here to pump up the volume!im getting to work soon and yes it's about survival and...

I live in a community here at the monastery. It's nice to be around people all the time as well as to be able to go to my room and be with my cat.I have to admit though, when I am tired and in...

Good morning. I'm here at chapel after setting it up. The narthex is dark and I'm waiting for the sisters to arrive.Have a good day everyone!!

I sometimes feel like my need is endless but I just am trying to figure outways to get myself going in a direction - most of the time I feel so derailedand adrift that sitting still and letting time...

I get disillusioned when I don’t know what to do with myself. But I thought about it tonight and put out the question to myself that I’m probably not alone in not always knowing what to do with...

This morning I woke up and got down to services earlyto set up which I did. For some reason - it was a bit of a roughgoing time in services. I don't know exactly why but I kept onsecond guessing...

I'm feeling the constant low grade buzz of stress, but in a good way. This place is becoming my home and the rigors of taking care of the home go with it. Just came from meal prep, though not my fav...

I felt my relationship with god as I was setting up chapel - I sought it outin the solitude and nascent sunrise - amongst all the swirling imperfection within me, I  found it and it fills me up -...

I’m doing pretty well here, knock wood. I came down to service this morning and I was not into it at first but I was respectful. Then I realized after a while that I was fighting myself and my...

I was doing well yesterday and then got a phone call that really confused me and hurt.  It sent me reeling into writing notes to my therapist and trying to process it out. I am glad I had work but...