malibumark

here are some things I am thinking about.I went to work today and while working I justdidn't feel like a serious person, I didn't feel likea serious person so much in services either.With the...

This was written last night: I'm at home now, in my room.It really is a weird feeling being here -my life doesn't look like anything I would have imaginedbut I think there's kind of a strength to...

So grateful you guys. Feeling very accepting for the way I am in the world and aware that we all are in the world with each our own imperfections. That doesn’t mean we don’t go for excellence....

I was down at chapel this morning, setting it up for services,I had some time to be by myself and thetime just zoomed up the crazies within me - .I thought about things that I wrote to my therapist...

I bought Blue a new ‘cat tower’ he loves it!! It’ll be a boost to his quality of life!!

My choices to be so snug and safe in this life at the monasteryversus the freedom, if irresponsible, and irrational, I used to love, is telling me now what I gravitate towards when trying to fully...

I woke at 550am and showered and dressed.I am ready to go down to preparethe chapel for services. I am hungrybut we're not supposed to eat or drink beforecommunion...Things are good.Have a good day...

just got home from work and had my meal in the cafeteriaand now I am back upstairs in my room in the rectory.it was so good to see everyone here when I came home.It feels snug, safe and protected...

things are good. I woke up this morning after an amazing night of vivid dreams. After I woke my mind seemed to churn for answers about certain things  I stepped back from that and chose to focus...

A new day, new challenges. I admire the strength and fortitude To keep going that my therapist and psychiatrist and all the people in my life have.I was doing well and then my thoughts undercut me...

I know I must keep gratitude alive.I was thinking this mid morning in serviceabout the focus I haveand can have onreligion and stuff - I know I can be EXTREMELYmyopic - and that sometimes...

I had a good moment a short while ago, and it was clarity to me to start building a life The moment came and went and the scrambled egg brains followed and I didn’t have a clear sense of myself...

I was doing pretty well yesterday afternoon - and then a moment of discombobulationwith some social contact and I tumbledmentally and fell apart.I realized I needed a focus to calm me  - and I very...

I go a little crazy each new job I have,In order to get things done. Ultimately it’s like I find myself in a new way or outlook.I guess it makes sense? I used to not be able to articulate that...

Good morning chillens!I hope you guys have a good day!!Things here are good, grateful!