malibumark

It's a good morning here. I woke up and was thinking about Blue. This is his 'one life to live' and I want to help him make it count. I came down to chapel and was in services and saw an ant and...

I'm starting to think about not working at the market and then devoting all my time to the monastery. Working does provide me with a sense of purpose, mission and income. I do have another source of...

I think we can all feel trapped in our lives at some point or in some way. Whether it’s by ability or circumstance or both. I am grateful that now i can stand back and accept things and know and...

I keep on searching for a detail of my life that would providea kind of blame and victimhood - I can't - I am a victim of fate and my own luck ofthe draw genes. I have a hard time accessing grace...

It's so important to have a purpose or a responsibility in life.i woke up this morning and felt so aimless. But I remembered the idea that life is about taking care of life and keeping it going. The...

today I have thought again about the proverb 'family is not about right or wrong, it is about beingcomplete.' (thank you Arfie!!!) I reached out many times to my sister A, by text, when I was being...

I am managing my life. Sometimes I see a dark sideabout myself - I know we all have one- and yet it bothers me,it haunts me. I want to focus my efforts on serving some good cause.I think that's where...

Well sort of… First thing as I woke up, I was undermined by my mind and I just grrrr got on with the day..I took a ride into work, not because I have work today but because I accidentally took a...

I was feeling so low and lowly after work today.. so I decided to take a shower and get into pajamas. Feeling so much better!

I know I offered to light a candle recently for a friend so here it is.May the candle's glow provide the reminder that hope is alive for a new day tomorrow and aLao the changes that it will bring.

Sometimes the intensity I impose on myself (I am learning ) is my way to keep grounded, keep focused and on target and responsible. I’m at the ford service center right now and I’m sitting in...

can't be passive with myself!I was really going down the path of least resistance there -and realizing I hated myself and my life, after my Unclesaid to me (who is 94 years old) - "You got to be able...

I'm at work now, I start in roughly 20 minutes. I've just had 2 days off and now I really don't want to work. I fear if I didn't work though, I would become extremely vulnerable, financially and...