malibumark

I was talking to a cousin who is the ceo of a business. He's a few years older than me. Probably 61 or so. We were talking about my Dad. I told him that my Dad is, in his circle of friends and...

Do you ever get through a day and think 'whoa I did it','what next ?' and 'What is life all about!?' Today was intense and I am just kind of laughing about it and just dealing with the fact that I...

It's weird how I've dated in my life, but for the most part my life has been dedicated to the relationship I have with myself. It's been at total odds at times but slowly things have gotten better....

I am with the elder at a parishioner’s home tonight. It’s a night of family and blessings for the home and holiness. It is clear that the elder may say things sometimes that are a little off but...

Church is all set up for service at 5pI’m ringing the talindo at 430, 445, and 5 :) Have a good night!

I just talked to my therapist and we talked about about finding commonality in life while alsomaking our own unique path because each of us have things in common inthe greater scheme but each are...

does anyone else get this way?I devote so much energy to dealing with people outside of my room - I try and be a good citizen and I think I succeed - inside during the fact I get nervous/neurotic at...

I'm listening to this podcast called The Mel Robbins podcast-on the recording that I am listening to here guest is Martha Beck.She's a super talented life coach. I am still sick and very weak...

i've been only drinking black coffee, tea and water today and it really feels good. My body is saying 'thank you'-the food here at the monastery is very good - but it is a lotand it's offensive if I...

Rough waters right now.Sending peace and good vibes out there to you guys.

I feel like I figure stuff out for a markedly clear  way of dealing and understanding things only to go on a big emotional roller coaster once again. I've got to keep on keeping on. Focus on...

 I went to the gym yesterday and it was a great workout. My legs are like noodles now heh. There’s a marked difference in the life out there in the world than is inside here at the monastery. Out...

it's a beautiful sunny and yet freezing cold day here.I got a good 12 hours of sleep which is how long it usually takesto process out the medications and the drunk/sleepy effects it causes.today I...