Sorted it out

Last night, after writing my journal, I felt a great pressure within me to be sure I was doing as much as I can with my life. I was asking myself'was I doing enough?' 'What was I not doing?' And 'how could I determine what was enough?'

I went to sleep and came down to church this morning. I found myself laser focused on my immediate actions and then I felt blind to my brothers and sisters and was wholey consumed by my immediate actions.

I struggled as again i wondered if 'I was doing enough.?' I thought then...'wait a minute, they will have their ideas each of them about what us enough, as will i'

i thought about my father's wisdom the other day that 'people will give you a report card every day.'

The generality that we each have our ideas of what is enough really helped me reason more and more about what i was doing and gave me the ability to decide what was enough.

i could compare my own sense of standard measured by an object sense too. It really helped.

peace and have a good morning!