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Waking up, my mind undermined meAnd undid me. I’m trying to take it one step at a time.I showered and dressed.I came downstairs and just got coffee and talked to my dad and stepmom .The undoing of...

Had a very moody afternoon i suppose in the approach of my trip. I grew intense and yet then I thought about reaching out and just by knowing I could, i was calmed and it was like a lightbulb went on...

being here is amazing -last night and this morning i felt great lovefor being here - and yet I also knowI need to be self responsible.it's like a family here - and taking care of yourselfmay come...

Thinking about my friends in need offline and online. Peace.

I’m in the confessional, taking a rest.I need to be like a child sometimes. I think maybe it’s natural. Just make space and time to be irrational obstinate and so on. Time for living for the...

I'm keeping myself motivated to get work done.The truth of it is that I am wishing I had someone to make planswith and live the adventure of life together. Blue is my cat comradeand I am opening my...

Feeling confident but have no reason for it.i don't have a jobi feel ambivalent at times about where I ami think I just need to pray for a little humility to remember to do those practical things...

I decided to get out of the house (rectory) a little bit tonight.I drove up to the intersection nearby where they have a 7-11and a liqour store caddy corner to it.In Maryland they don't sell alcohol...

don't know why..there's no sun up in the sky....stormy weatherI drove to Baltimore and back and now I am so tiredI don't know what is up -anyways - I'm streaming pbs on the laptop and I go down to...

right now I came home to Blue and he cried as usual and i allayed his feelings. I’m showering him with attention now. I know I am making him feel real and loved and alive. He’s really amazing

But keep on keeping on :-) do what you gotta doand do right

I realized that today and it normalized my mind as I just reached out to the person next to me at meal prep and began to chat.

I am in transition here and there are little things that I'm spinning mentally about but definitely giving credit due to the bigger issues at hand. I've just finished a 12 year work commitment and...

Have a good night folks!