malibumark

I was in a good frame of mind this morning.I slept-in a very long time - I woke at 8am and I went back to sleepand then got down to church at around 950a or so.The sleep did wonders for me. I felt in...

there's something about talking to an unknown person -you may habitually reach out with a sense of objectivity per your sensibilities - a hope that you will be treated in a way that's...

I woke up at 5am today in order to shower and ready for church at 6a. I set up the candelias all around the chapel and rang the church bell. We had service and I had to leave early to eat a morning...

I have been thinking about living a meaningful lifeoutside of the monastery and within it as well.I've been looking at he two sides of it - I think people find their meaning in different ways,in...

I just had a nice conversation with one of the sisters. I'm petrified of conversations at times because every day it seems I am a new person having to relearn a sense of cognition. And yet the...

We travel back to Maryland today.its a 530p flight. That means we'll have to get there at 330.that means ( since we're flying out of Tulsa) that we'll have to leave around 1pm.have a good day and god...

I came to my room and felt like a baby, crying until I just calmed down and got on with entertaining myself here alone. My life is weird.I’ll take a shower and get to bed.I guess I was tired after...

You guys, I just wanted to tell you that 2 days ago I hit my head very hard and I haven't been the same since. I am pretty sure I did some damage. I feel flat and out of control. I'm taking care and...

I realized today during the family zoom that I was leaning towards wanting to talk about the thingsI want to - about the things I likeabout thus also having the attention be on me -that realization...

i don't really want to write - it's kind of painful3 things: I am starting to question my conscience when I start to havebitchy tirades down a rabbit hole - and I am learning to say to myself'hey...

Just need to find my footing here.Being away from the system of the monastery, at the system here with the family is the issue. I was watching the series “the Crown” and the structure and focus...