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this morning I sent a couple of emails to my therapist.I then did chores - and then I had some more thoughtsand wrote a couple of posts.Then I wrote my therapist another email.My therapist said to me...

just taking a break now. resting afer a busy morning.I slept in today and got down to church at 930amI had coffee and then ran a lodger's meal up to the rectory.Then went to paraklesis service and...

so grateful for you guys.i really appreciate the space here.Though occassionally I pyne for a relationshipwith a significant other, tonight I am recognizingthat maybe the monastic brotherhood and...

I got’ into it ‘with one of the sisters yesterday. It wasn’t one of my finer moments. I had trouble with some thing she did around me and someone told me, well the abbess told me, that I should...

Today my nature is giving me problems but I am taking a moment in the confessional and just taking stock of things.I reached out to the elder to just tell him so.There can be so much a sense of...

Today life lessons really cleared some things up for me. I’m learning a great deal about how we each cling to things that define ourselves and others when we talk. I drove a sister to a John’s...

I brought one of the sisters to her medical appointment at John's Hopkins this morning. I'm here in the cafeteria having a Diet Pepsi whike waiting for her to be done. While driving her into the...

When I got out of college my life exploded to a great sizesocially. It was way too much. There was nothing left for myself if that makes sense.I felt shocked by it all.I needed a small life socially....

Things are good. I'm up in my room, listening to WETA on the radio. Classical music. I'm laying on my bed with Blue. It's really nice. I think next weekend I'll take my godson out for dinner. It's a...

I think I'm seeing stuff that maybe we all have to see at some point or another. For myself I can have an appetite for extremes. Whether it's self definition on an individual level or going with the...