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Today was a good day.

I was telling my Dad yesterday how much I love it here at certain moments during the day.

When I feel particularly safe and able to appreciate life with Blue and life in general.

Today was hot weather wise and a hard day of work. I was sweating so much I started to feel nauseous.

But I persisted with the work that needed to get done. Which was A LOT - and more thrown at me each time

a task was finished. I then had to conduct service and I was not liking being here at that moment. I felt the work

will drive me into an early grave (LOL) But then I realized that just yesterday I was telling my Dad I loved it

and I thought of that duality that I serve up to others...and I thought about it and held the two thoughts in my head.

When it’s hard work here I hate it, and I thought about how hard the all the folks in my life work hard at their jobs.
I'm sure at times they hate it. All the stress of work and home life at times and relationships, probably serve up a lot of crappy

feelings for a lot of people.