Start of the day!
My mind undermined me during service
I was feeling bad about having struggles with people
and my want for communicating ‘ perfectly’ or the way I’m supposed to which would make me normal i guess. That instance made me give up all power right then and there,
and I couldn’t make sense of any things after that.
I just got on with it (service) in total confusion and just kept on conducting services while making a few mistakes. I just relaxed and embraced it all, muddled through.
My new outlook of embracing it all to take care carried me through. I even forgot I’m dealing with a mental health challenge and then remembered and recognized that is part of the influence here. I’m not just feckless.
I started just move forward and think part of a healthy attitude with mental health challenges is not always knowing or having the answers. Just being ok with being so to speak. I sense I do this kind of journaling to give myself focus and resolve. It does help and I’m very grateful that you're there. Peace and have a good day!
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Keep giving yourself grace and peace as you move through this path of healing.
Thanks Mid!!