a good use of my time

I have been thinking about some things today. Flexibility is one of them.

I have so often found myself being tossed around by 'in person' relationships.

I think I have held on fast to ideas of perfection and my reaction to 'not perfect' connections

'with others' has sent me to a monolithic place inside where I have become really stoical - and then

also having inflexible expections for myself and others. 

Anyways, I feel like I am opening the door for myself to have a more varied set of options for myself

when making a decision to feel a certain way about my state of mind. 

Time to get back to my daily chores. Peace. - Mark