bravery

I am realizing that I need to be brave enough to live my own life and support myself even

though I have had the wind kicked out of me from this 'condition.' 

For a while now I have been recuperating - but I think I am becoming strong enough and clear

enough about my struggle to make an independent and choice of a path that is of my personal interest.

It's important to be brave enough to follow your heart and live your life - no matter how marginal it feels -

it is yours (or it will be mine) after all - just as anyone else has a path. Picture like

I am a blacksmith who buys his own first hammer and knocks

away at an anvil. At first it will be like starting a business and then I will build up a momentum.