do you ever feel like a sinking ship?
I totally felt like life is beating me down today at work. But I am here now - after work, watching some inspiring nature themed tv - and getting back into the world of the things I like. My mood is shifting upward..every day offers a new side dish if not a whole entree. I feel alright now that I am alone, I don't know, I don't know what to expect from my life. I'll just focus on the things I need to do.
That seems sensible.
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Sorry you had a bad work day. Happy you were able to come home and relax and feel better. Sometimes just sitting in bed watching TV can be so relaxing.
thanks becky!
I have been kind of listening to what I wrote..."What do I expect?" - I think if I sit around and watch tv, or hang out on the internet, I can expect time to pass by and to get nothing done.
Being on the internet and just keeping in touch with the ebb and flow of news blurbs might be a relaxing passing of time - but it might behoove me to get going with some other projects.
Big hug for you sweetie.... You've been struggling for a little while now Mark.... Do you think you might be in or headed for a depression?... Gentle hug.... I hope you have a better day tomorrow......xo
thanks Jan. I have wondered if my medication is starting to need an update. I have been on the same meds for almost 7 years. It's weird. I feel a twisted mix of feelings about this. I have some insight into
my condition and so I feel like it's up to me to work it out, I know meds can help, I just feel some confusion about or mixed feelings really about the whole thing. I know I am different, I just try and be quietly confident when I go about my day. I don't seem to be able to be consistent enough to make connections with people. For some reason as I drove home from an errand just now... the phrase "a photograph of a picture" came to my mind over and over. I was hearing somethings - so that's maybe a sign too. I wish it were easier. Thanks Jan!!