trying to not get lost in the day
I know I have my limits, and I kind of live on the outskirts - but I am seeing that I am still part of a team.
Different teams. The team of my family. The team at work. And the team here at the board and care.
Thinking this way helps keep me thinking in terms of contributing rather than getting lost in self contemplation.
I have been saving money and I want to save enough, well I have a number in mind. I want to reach it by next year this time.
I might look into doing odd jobs. My sister said she has a friend who knows a couple who own a farm. They might need me to do work ocassionally. If it can be compensated and not just be volunteer that might be ideal. Plus I think I would love to work on a farm.
I'll keep at my work at the market and try and budget well. That's all for now! :)
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I am really in trouble I think. I want to further my life professionally but I have such a changing sense of self (I hope I can learn coping skills for this) that I get knocked off balance by other personalities bumping into me. I can do basic work - I know I am smart of enough to do more complex work - but I a challenge for me is relationships (outside of here) - I am not giving up - I know that I will succeed as far as the expecation for me is (as that old saying goes) but I am really challenged at the target of finding more complex work. I don't know what the future brings. I don't want to be a burden to my team. But maybe this is just what I have - and have to work within those parameters - always trying new stuff maybe - and different stuff.