there's a beauty to commitment

I am off work now, at home. I am feeling ok.  I need to do something with my day, or else my day will do something with me! :) hehe

I was at work earlier and I found there is a beauty to being committed to my work and my future and my self responsibility.

I think I might still look for other solutions but right now, the lid is on my pot so to speak, like I said yesterday, I don't feel so powerless AND I don't feel so out of control.