a new chapter
Starting the day here, feel like I need to 'turn a new leaf.'
I know this is partly my paranoia - but I see or maybe assume how my family can find my condition aggravating because I talk
about it a lot. Yet the positive is that I know my nature after so much talking. I think I need to, if I can,
use this energy and self knowledge to help me or inspire me or push me to fulfill my goal or plan.
I have been invited to live somewhere different than here. Far away actually. I don't know if it would be
like running away or if it would actually be a good practical solution to my need for a full life again. It
definitely would be a new chapter in my life road.
I will talk to my Father about it after he comes back from the hospital.
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Right now, I am keeping engaged in life, and I realize too that my attitude towards life is really important. I don't need to run to a new place, when this current place is so pretty - but I rather what I am trying to say is - wherever I go - it's important for me to have a positive attitude. No running to a new place will REPLACE my outlook. I don't know if I am expressing it clearly enough. I just noticed
that my attitude and perspective this morning needed a little bit of an adjust to see that things are not so bad (at all.)
Big hug for you sweetie.... I know sometimes that people at the home you live at aggravate you.... Will you have more privacy in the new place?
I did the running away thing before and it ended up a nightmare for me.... sigh..... All new places are, are geography unless you have a real plan..... Does this mean you won't be anywhere close to your family Mark?.....xo
I am just exploring the idea. It's not a reality yet. I think I am just thinking about what it would be like.
Thanks though Jan.