one foot in the water and one foot on the land

I have been spending much of my time trying to deal with my illness

and I have been trying to write about it here.

Today I feel just so appreciative of you guys here at Dailystrength.org.

You've held a life preserver out to me when I have plummeted to the depths of the mirky waters of mind.

Today I kind of have realized some important things about how I can upset myself - and I have come to 

a calmer - but realistic mental place.

Today, feeling more fortified and calmer, I am starting to think about what more I can do with my life.

It initially was an overwhelming idea - full of tornadoes of craziness and unknowing.

I realized to know myself and what I like, keeping somewhat calm about it, it's like I have to keep one foot in the water

and one foot on land. Keep calm and carry on... I so appreciate this place!